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not the card game, good ol x and y.
so how bout it? anyone?
my fc is 2895-7661-6777
ign heapheastus
trainer type:breeder
favorite pokemon, shelgon, miltank andddd ummmmm, ditto, and yanmega/ninjask/shedinja/surskirt/musquarian/scyther/scizor/anorith/armaldo/escalavor............
lets try that again.
favorite pokemon shelgon, miltank, ditto and valcorona.
second favorite pokemon: every bug, normal and dragon type that i didnt name.
so how bout it? anyone?
my fc is 2895-7661-6777
ign heapheastus
trainer type:breeder
favorite pokemon, shelgon, miltank andddd ummmmm, ditto, and yanmega/ninjask/shedinja/surskirt/musquarian/scyther/scizor/anorith/armaldo/escalavor............
lets try that again.
favorite pokemon shelgon, miltank, ditto and valcorona.
second favorite pokemon: every bug, normal and dragon type that i didnt name.
There was once a thing called dreams.
There was once a thing called dreams. not anymore, all that's left is emptiness. There was once warm smiles, no more just an empty cold blank stare. The once beautiful thoughts that reside ground down to the marrow, now nothing. And every hope harrowed by the blades of selfish impulses. As every new nightmare is takes on your face, i hope that your happy. The most beautiful thing in existence is now the bane of my very being. SUDDENLY appearing only to cut me down lower than i was before as if rock bottom was really the first floor. and they ask me why i blankly stare. because the only thing iv ever wanted was someone to love, someone to cher
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Every time that i open my eyes, I realize that i was better off keeping them closed. As the dream that i call my past, and nightmare that is reality have long since caught up to me.
And i realize that the harder i try, the harder it gets.
And i realize the more that i try to talk the less anyone listens.
But slowly, ever so slowly my life seems to take a turn for the better. Spinning like a gyroscope, and as it gets better i realize that im still spinning.
That any moment ill bypass my goal and have to wait untill the chance comes again, and again, and again.
Waiting for a phone call that never happens.
Looking for that closure that d
im out of words.,
To say.
Nothing els to speak.
Not another moment seek.
No more air to breathe.
Not a moments reprieve.
I doubt ill ever come back from this.
Or recover.
But, you will, so it didnt matter ither way.
This will be my last journal,. Not like anyone actually read my journals for content anyway.,
so my birthday was utter garbage lol.
but i did gip birthday wishes and even some points from a few of my friends on DA. I really miss marcoz though, [i know that youll be reading this your not just like a brother to me. you ARE my brother, and ill alwase be here for you.] as for my new secret crush, ill keep that to myself XP but anywase, THANK YOU for everyone that gave me birthday wishes.
also my road trip is looking a bit dry but it will look up the quicker i get this job, :T
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